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Saturday, October 13, 2007
  Felt cheated

Haiz really felt cheated and hope that maybe I should not fit to live in this world ba...wat a failure .Really cant stop myself from not crying till now haiz...really tried my best to stop it frm rolling down but...juz feel so helpless ba..sometimes juz felt that that god is really playing a fool of me. And why let me survive in the countless accident that I was nearly knocked down by vehicle but think since I manage to survive so many times from it. There muz be some reasons which are not meant to be known ba...Haiz really miss my mummy ba although I have the full support frm my family but I juz cant stop myself frm not crying...argg

Admit that I am actually disappointed for the fact that...think if really everyone is not able to make it for my birthday party on sun I might as well cancel it ba and reallt regret for planning it and the fact that I had already brought the things and my ma are almost done with the preparing. So decide that I should juz hold the party instead and not waste the effort of those ppl .Reasons for me crying non-stop will that actually the whole party is to gather some friends together and have some fun before the exams start but...

thanks lynn vry much for the chocolate fondue machine and stuffs ,ma for helping me so much...and vry grateful for those ppl who will be going and those who cant make it and sry for being so emotional...haiz somemore exams stress ba cause me juz know how to do maths ma so have been spending most of my time in it and did not touch any subjects at all...will have to work hard on the other subjects also next week and sry for everything ba argg...really no mood...yup muz thanks ah gong(chi kai) for ur present...and sry for those words cause its juz so great to be able to live in this world and I wouldnt wan to live so early...

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