Hmm..its been decades since i have blogged haha. It has been a week since my mum has gone for Barcelona..SPAIN!! Haha yeah and she will be coming back on the following sun morning 5 oct. Still thinking if i should go and pick her up, since i did not went to send her off. Has been living in a week filled with crap..since the day my exams start. My life has been turning upside down again lar..totally crap. I kept on escaping from studying for it..till abt night/mid-night no choice must study. But it turn out to be that my mood has gone. Damn it!! Totally crap..
Haish..the feeling is just miserable. Go school just to fail my exams, WTF!! Go hell ba..im going to retain no matter what.
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
It was a blast!
Leona Lewis
Forgive Me lyrics
There's a first time for everything
It's definitely one of them nights
I knew when I looked in his eyes
That he was gonna be trouble for me
I never wanted to lie
I knew that my baby would cry
If he knew what we were doing
But if his love don't pass the test
I gotta get it from somewhere else
When I'm gone and I need a man
Hope he understands
Forgive me baby
I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself and I
Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
I can wait no more
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
Been a long time since I
Did something good for myself
But why should I be put through hell?
He's doing what he wanna do
I finally found somebody else
Who really wants to make me feel
Things that I've been missing so long
And his love always passed the test
It's a shame I had to look somewhere else
When I'm gone and I need a man
I just hope that he understands
Forgive me baby
I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself and I
Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
I can wait no more
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
Forgive me but I need to be loved too
Forgive me but I can't wait around for you
Forgive me if I found a man
Who understands just what I need
Forgive me but I need to be loved too
Forgive me if I can't wait around for you
Forgive me if I found a man who understands
Forgive me baby
I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself and I
Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
I can wait no more
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself and I
Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
One word..fabulous! Ha it was great^^
Its a great song..Loves^^
Really like this video alot!! Its so damn clear la..
Haha even change my blog song to this and the video on my blog.
Mercy Lyrics
Yeah Yeah Yeah x4
I love you
but I gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
I'm begging please stop playing games
I don't know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
but you do it well
I'm under your spell
[Chorus]
You got me begging you for mercy
why won't you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why won't you release me
I said release me
Now you think that I
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that I need a man
who can take my hand yes I do
I don't know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
but you do it well
I'm under your spell
You got me begging you for mercy
why won't you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said you'd better release yeah yeah yeah
I'm begging you for mercy
yes why won't you release me
I'm begging you for mercy
you got me begging
you got me begging
you got me begging
Mercy, why won't you release me
I'm begging you for mercy
why won't you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me yeah yeah
break it down
Thats all for now..my ah ma is rushing me. Haha yay tonight goin to do some revision at pioneer mall mac:)
Was addicted by BOYS OVER FLOWERS THE MOVIE aka hana yori gango aka meteor garden. It was in Jap version and finally its the finally, didnt really expect singapore to be showing it. Damn happy:)
Ying xiu and xl went over to my house to stay over on mon night..xiao mei mei so poor thing lol there is like nothing i can do to ease her pain hot pack, hot bottle,panadol...sry i didnt took care of you well enough. The three of us slept on the bed, think ying xiu never slept the whole night. Until morning thn she was able to sleep, they left abt 12 plus. Was like everyday thinking of watching it..but only cathay has sneak preview of it. Was so unlucky on tue..i only realize that i forgot to bring out my ezlink card at lakeside mrt. Freak..saw ko hein also. Went back home with a foul mood..use com till 6 plus to imm for class gathering with liew at burger king. It was a great time, liew was so embarrassed by the way we gave him the adidas bag. Cause at first he dont wannt to take it thn we were like having a hard time persuading him. Thn gab put the bag on him and everyone walk away with a din of noise and the people around us was like what the hell are we doing lol. Liew was like so ps lol haha he accept it in the end with his card and tol us a card will do. Took group photos and back hm with liew, jj,ella(chong siang) and pa(chie heng).
Yst went jec to meet jie to pass her sleeping bag, I was late. Haiz..thanks to that 335 lol. It was extremely slow!!! Haiz the old was about the same age as my grandfather..he stops at every bus-stop, even when no people press the bell or there is anybody in the bus-stop and I bet that my grandfather can drive faster than him ok. He was like want to drive then he stops. It took me more than helf an hour to reach haiz. Bought snapper and ate at kobayashi with jie, saw pei xuan also~she damn hard working ok. She ate quit fast and went back to library to study le and jie was like mei u see u see all your friends are mugging and you are still playing~ Went to see perfume with her around that area for dior perfume. She is still deciding between Nina, Dior or lancome Miracle..i even wan to pay half of the price for her. But she reject me..when i ask her to watch a movie, she ask me to treat her..lol la. Haiz..went to her hse to slack for whole day haha. Was like shock by the msg wan rong sent from hazlin that there is a maths mock test at Lt1 which slip out of my mind. Damn..i must be out of my mind to be so obsessed i playing. Spent my night studying only partial fractions and pa chase me to sleep in room after i fall asleep zZZZ
Jie wake me up in the morning about 6 plus to bath and i chase her out of the house to accompany me back home haha. Im so evil ok, i never help her to carry her books,laptop or sleeping bag..I was too busy studying. Went back home to study for a while, zZZ fall asleep for a moment and off to school. While rushing to school, bing bing shout my name and i was like..we are going to late already and you are still walking. So we rush to school together..Lt1. Damn..i dont even complete any qns of it. TMD!! WTF!! I was lost!! So i just anyhow scribble and taking my own sweet and i end up not having enough time. Haiz..
Freak sia..before the start of the holiday and i was like having sore throat..drink lots of water..drench in the rain=flu..cough. As days goes by..my sept holiday will be gone soon. Was shock yst that the personnel from Cozycot called me up and invite me to go for their private party..anyone interested to go with me?? Haiz i dont want to go alone..most probably with ma or ah ma ba. Anyone who wants to know more information can click on the right side of my blog for more info..or visit this website http://www.cozycot.com/holy-grail-private-party
Songs from arashi "one love"
Recently,im so into hana yori dango^^
Tsutaetakute tsutawaranakute
Toki ni wa sunao ni narezu ni
Nai ta kisetsu wo koeta bokura wa
Ima totemo kagayaiteru yo
Sore zore egaku shiawase no katachi wa kasanari
Ima ooki na ai ni naru
Zutto futari de ikite yukou
Hyaku nen saki mo ai wo chikau yo
Kimi wa boku no subete sa
Shinjiteiru tada shinjiteru
Onaji toki wo kizamu hito e
Donna kimi mo donna boku demo
Hitotsu hitotsu ga itoshii
Kimi ga ireba nani mo iranai
Kitto shiawase ni suru kara
Ame no naka de kimi wo matteta
Yasashisa no imi sae shirazu
Surechigai ni kizutsuita yoru
Sore demo koko made kitanda
Kakegae no nai deai wa kiseki wo tsunaideku
Omoide kasanari au
Hajimari no uta nari hibi ite
Donna toki mo sasaete kureta
Warai naita nakama e
Kokoro komete tada hitotsu dake
Okuru kotoba wa arigatou
Hyaku nen saki mo ai wo chikau yo
Kimi wa boku no subete sa
Aishiteiru tada aishiteru onaji asu yakusoku shiyou
Sekai juu ni tada hitori dake
Boku wa kimi wo eranda
Kimi to ireba donna mirai mo
Zutto kagayaiteiru kara
LALALA...
Everyone like chess on a chessboard
I wonder how failure my life can be
How depth the well of never return i can fell
to my EMO fairyland
the place where i can escape from my life
and catch some fresh air
to plan on my next move
as a chess
checkmate
ThE AuThor
WishLisT
LinKs