Had a major break down just down while doing some reflections on myself. About stuffs that had just happened yesterday in school, was firstly disappointed about my class which reflects badly on myself and words that mummy said.
Was so disappointed about my class and slowly tears started to filled my eyes. Anyway i really felt relieved that i will not be in the same class with them next year. Next, mummy words strike me. Which is about some things i said unintentionally as joke and she took it damn seriously la. She said some harsh words that hurt my feelings and i was so shock that i couldnt react at all. Anyway, it was about one of my cons of me, which i can't deny to accept its existence.
Hence, it leads to my reflection about the 16 years that i have been living. Seriously and honest speaking, my parents are like strangers to me. Deeply in my heart i only acknowledge that of my parents about 60% i guess, which is mostly due to our blood relations and that all which connect us together as a family, as a whole. When i was young, i grew up in yishun with the hands of my yishun mama, my grandma and maid. I dont really have much memory about my parents, since i only saw my parents during weekends and thats all. Most of my memory are about my grandma, mama and so on.. I only started to move back and stay with my parents when i am kindergarten 1. During that time, i only get to see my parents after their work about 5-6pm onwards. When i am attending my primary school, my mummy accompanied me to school on the first day and watch me eat my lunch and thats all. Everyday it will be my maid sending me to take school bus and back home. Even when i have to stayed back in school, it will always be my maid waiting outside my school gate for me. Remember once, when my i have to end school late and i couldnt contact my maid at all, thus i decided to walk home myself. After a while i have reached home, mom almost turn the world upside down for me and she scolded me for walking back home. But to her, it might be a very serious matter. To me its no big deal. That's all for me from now. Hmm its actually my bad for everything and grumble so much abt mom. So watever will come in the future, a smile will definitely works wonders right,ya.
Haha had a drink with my bro just now, vodka. So gotta turn in early today, i guess.
Yst was wei xiang birthday. Met grace in the morning to take the maze from her. Thanks grace that maze was awesome, i believe that everyone will love it and thanks for volunteering yourself and do it. Went out with him and chi kai to celebrate it. I was late, cause in the face place i didnt want to go de. But in the end, i still went. Went to jec de pool to met up with them, seriously i suck at playing pool ok..WTF!! I did not manage to hit any balls into the holes lar..freak. We went to watch The House Bunny at marina square. Wanted to watch connected in the first place, but the timeslot was weird ok 9pm and it was only like 4pm, so we watch The house bunny which was at 6.50. Spent sometime chatting and eating at burger king, before the movie start. The movie was so so only i guess, but overall still ok. Saw samantha and her boyf think name vincent ba. Haha saw her on fri also but didnt went in double index think they were busy i guess. Ate at Jack's place before back home. Shag..
Friday, school as per normal haha i broke my broke my record ok. It has been more than one or two month that i have been going to school constantly for five days..hurray!! Met up with ying xiu for dinner and to collect some things from her. It has really been a long time to have a great time to chat with her. Miss her lots lar..especially my two years in ycs sitting beside her. Love her ok..Muackx^^
Thursday, school. It was our first rehearsal for our presentation for pw. I was damn nervous, agreed with grace that i had lots of filers all over my speech and i did not take noticew of the time also. Haiz..i was so nervous that i would sometimes take very long pauses and my hands were trembling. OMG!!! Haiz..my speech was actually 3 mins plus, but i managed to pull it long than 5 mins. See how much crap i have been talking. Ms xu question really stunned me ok..it was something about other than symphony 92.4fm which other organization we can convince to collaborate with our proposal. At first i stun thn i thought about music schools which yamaha pop up my mind so i think for some time before i blurb out the words. When i saw grace's relieved expression i knew that yes, i have answered the questions correctly. Thanks grace. Went it was sujia's group presenting, i was like so sleepy, hungry and cold..haiz their presentation was full of words la and it was also about 3 plus pm goin to 4. Went home sleep after that.
Damn ok!! Our whole class was sabotage by BRYAN!! To go to the harmony centre from 2.15-6 pm stupid right!! He anyhow go write down 08S29 since his friends from class from 08S28 are going. But end up, bryan didnt turn up for school that day and 08S28 did not went to the harmony centre also. KNS right!!! Seriously ms xu was very what lol..cher yong wanted to eat dinner with me in J8. So I bluff ms xu that my parents are picking me up from there for dinner and she was like i want to talk to your parents and i was like WTF!! What the HELL!!! If my teacher is MS LIM PEI LING, she confirm will let me go without talking to my parents de lol. Haiz my mummy never switch on her phone i think...so no choice called my god-father for HELP!!! And apparently, he agreed and after telling him my plan and speaking to ms xu, Finally she let me off. Phew, it was close. Went to shop around J8 and amk, bought lots of things,there goes my 200 plus dollars nearly 300 dollars. What i bought was a full set of 28 books of comics, Anatolia Story(Red River) it was a story of abit history and abit make-up i guess about the past of turkey. It was great, i was so shock lar. On mon the ppl called me that the comics were her and tell me to faster come as there is a 30%. But i went on wed and there is only a 20% discount. Haiz if i went earlier, i could save about 20 bucks ok. It was alot lar, the comics cost approximately 140 bucks hell expensive right. Bought empty dvds to burn my dramas inside and another two perfumes to add on to my collection. I admitted that i was addicted be perfumes and stuffs la ok. Haiz..there goes my 100 plus on those two. CHEAP & CHIC by MOSCHINO and Love by Sex In The City. Remember about a few week ago, i bought a perfume Premier jour from Nina Ricci. Haha bought wrong actually want to buy Apple but...anyway, i like that bottle of it so im fine with it. That day was very coincident also, it was my chinese bdae and its my father's english bdae. Sry daddy did not celebrate it with you..ate one egg with my mummy each when i came back home.
Tuesday stayed back in school to do the maze with Grace, Letice and Jia yi till abt 3 plus.
Haiz..i hate monday. There will always be monday bleus for me argg...get back chem and phy which i fail miserably. Chem 11/110 phy 18/110..damn right!!
Last sunday was tiring, wake up early in the morning ard 6 am plus going to 7 to go airport and fetch my mummy. Waited for my kor to reach my mama hse, rest for a while and we are ready to set off. Was so excited to see mummy ok, cause she never called me at all and she say that she will e-mail me but nth. Saw my other cousins, my niece Chloe and nephew Jaeden my aunty husband and some distance relatives also. Haha mummy bought me a bottle of absolute vodka, it was hell cheap la about 24 dollars whereas it can cost up to highly 60-80 dollars outside. Went to have breakfast with them, before back home. The stuffs that mummy bought for me was great..love the jacket it was so cool, swarovski bracelet and bracelet and some other stuffs la. The things there was ex ok..my jacket cost abt 80 plus sin dollars. My necklace, bracelet and a hp keychain cost abt 300 plus euros.
Last sat morning, went to joan's hse for pw and went to sentosa to meet up with people like wei ling, yong an ,gabriel ,steven, jun jie, auggie, chi kai and ryan. It was always enjoyable and fun to meet up with my old-classmates^^
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