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Sunday, December 27, 2009
  Wake up call!!

Its been so damn long since i last blogged. Well after so much ups and downs in my life which there are more down than up basically, i guessed everything should be in the right place. I should be doing my stuff now and not procrastinating instead. Bad bad me has gone from bad to worse:( Has been keeping myself just for myself instead. Was spending time at home slacking during Christmas. What a rare sight no celebration, yishun or town. Everything changed as my sis got herself a bf and work. She's no longer belong to ours anymore. It has been so hard to spent some time with her..we're no longer the same anymore. Lifes goes on...you just have to be strong and face reality. Im so puzzled by so many stuffs abt school..feeling so restless abt it. Its sth that is hard to let go which I have been holding them tightly in my chest. I really donno why this year passed so fast. Its December 27 so near to 2010. Im not really in for A levels. Butt..i will have to make it to the final lap with my face lift high and thats it!! Even if i have to face everything myself, that should be the way. The only person who gives u strength is urself!! You only can depend on urself. Even if ur lucky star has not shine on you, you must give it ur best!!

3 great days were spent with minho:) Love him lots!! Im delighted to see him, hug him, shake hands and take pic with him:) Its been so great chasing him with my great friens as well. He's really a great guy. Someone that's extinct in my world..well he's non-replaceable!! He shall be the no.1 that i adore:) Got cheated money by friens:( Donno she'll return me or not. Sigh. I shall be more carefully with my money and not anyhow lent to people. Cause sometimes you may not know that person as clearly as after you lend them money. Totally agrees with clare that money is a very sensitive thing..which always leads to conflict and stuff!! So from now on, everyone should think wise before lending someone money. It doesn't matter if u're close to them or not. Its really a good lesson that me and cheryong should start picking it up!!

Enough of my ranting..i shall slept at 4am as usual. Hohoho bee is coming back from korea on this coming sat:) Its been so long since i last met her..goodnight everyone:) Sweet dreams..no more nightmares:( Let me dream abt min ho!!

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